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Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Don't leave @; { 11:35 PM }

Okaiis. ;O.

First and for most, let's say, for the previous post, do I sounded that rude? Idk, but I'm on my project, -i remember telling you that that I'm doing a travel journal after my trip-. So like... right, after that, pretty much got blablabla, and irritated, etc.

Nvm, take it as my fault if you mind it so much. I'll take the blame. ...

Random quote okay. Don't ask anything about it. DON'T.

I'm not saying this to anyone, if you say I'm talking about you, suits you.

Friends has been one whole part of my life before. Getting betrayed and sorts, I got it more than you do. Started on Secondary school life, friends, I made them. Now..., they seemed to stray away. I looked like some pathetic dog wondering, who is actually ________. (fill that up, not saying). And getting used and thrown. It seems that the time has returned to how my Primary School life lives, without Miss J. Everything is so boring, just like now. I felt like I'm being ditched and ignored, I can't even believe, I am writing this kind of stupid phrase like that AGAIN. Thinking about this, just made me tear. I should have known after 2 lessons, that I should never put my trust again, so that I won't get hurt. Even now, when I wanted to make new friends, I will consider, if I would be ever ditched, ignored or betrayed, how stupid huh? And now what? I'm looking back into my pathetic past, making myself miserable. I should have just stayed like one of those manga main girl, alone, daydreaming about the prince that will never come. Haha...

Probably unable to update any sooner, if you don't want to read my story, it's fine. I'll drop it, and leave this blog dead, just tell me.

I'm pretty much in a bad mood, because something triggered me to look back into the past.

You might be wondering, yea yea, I'm annoying writing these stuffs up here, yea SPEAK OUT. I'll delete it, but this is my blog, I have the right not to heed you too, mind you.