• Do not break friendship / relationship.

Cause it's been the last year now, what's the point of having a sad memories for your future? Unless you think you could be happy if you break. You might think, what do I understand about breaking friendship / relationships? Relationships probably don't understand. But friendship, how can I understand? I'm too humorous or whatever. But I'm too... suspicious. I broke a friendship before...

P3, me and Justina Teng, you might know who she was. She's in 6 Humility now... We were the best-est friends ever! yes, when we are angry with each other, it only last the most 2 days, and we are friends back again. Best-est. We everyday stayed back till like 6 pm before going back home. We went home already, even called each other, and chatted. And, that's 1 reason why my mother scold me so much. We are like best-est friends! Anyone of you in my class ever behaves like this? No right? Our friendship continued to P5 where Justina and me were being separated to different classes... But our friendship continues. Except weaker abit. But we met each other during recess and chat and chat. We still stayed back after school too! With another of my friend, Min Yi, from 6 Humility this year too.

Untill that day... I found out Justina and Min Yi are starting to avoid me... For whatever reasons. I don't know... I tried to ask but they refused to speak. They kept leaving me, they don't even inform me where they are going when class is over, although they said is the library, but I can't find them there. I then, went searching the Olympia, when I found them at the 1st floor of the music room there. When they saw me, they ran away. I tried to chase them, yes, I was fast, but I can't catch up. In the end, I decided to break the friendship which I have for 30 mths. After that day, I didn't speak to Justina anymore. I didn't even say a word to her, when I pass her or saw her. I didn't. Untill now, I didn't talk to her.

No matter what, I still can't forget this experience. It have already etched in deep inside me. I can't forget about her, the fun we have together, the troubles we met and solve together, the gossips we have once, the same things we like and hate, almost same speed as me. She's like the only one to fit the Best Friend of me. Even Wei Lin, Min Chyi can't fit in. What can I do? I can't forget her, but only could take this awful memories to the future...

With my experience now, do you really wanna break relationships / friendships? It's not like everything can be amended. If you still insist on breaking, I can't stop you anyway. It's not my choice, but yours.

But, to Cherilyn:: Better break with Syl, he will just break your heart more. After you broke, learn to be strong, prove to him his preduice about you is wrong, prove to him you are strong. Prove to him, you can still live well without him!